What God Has Done For Me This Week

Tuesday was a bad day for me. Nothing went wrong but I had one of those days where as a woman you just need a good cry, or chocolate, or to go shopping and blow money on pointless things. Women understand that statement...... men don't, that's ok.

Anyways, when it comes to certain things (most things) I am an organized, VERY planned OCD type person. 

Side note.... My birthday is coming up and I would really LOVE one of these life planners from Erin Condren  

Just Sayin.....

Anyways.....  I like plans and when something comes up I need a plan or solution right away. Otherwise I spiral downhill into one big stressed mess. Well at this moment I have not one, not two but 6 situations that have no plan or solution to. Now these aren't major in fact they are very minor (you would laugh at what can stress me out) but still the no plan/ solution has me in one big stressed mess.

Tuesday I went to the doctor about my hand and found out I have tendinitis in my hand. A round of steroids should take care of it but I have to take it easy on my workout for a little while. I was HARD on myself about this and this coupled with the other 6 situations that I have no plans for, caused me to want chocolate, a good cry, pointless shopping or all the above ( I only got the good cry).

I laid awake that night just talking to God. Feeling like a complete loser coming to him with my stupid minor problems that were causing me no sleep. Time with God hasn't come easy lately ( I blame the MANY days of school being closed and interrupting my normal routine), I could give every excuse that we all have but here I was crying out to him to bring me peace when I have been such a slacker at my time with him.

But he is so good and his love is unconditional and his mercy falls on me like rain.

I finally got a little sleep that night and when I woke up the next day, I tried to put a smile on my face, mask the stress and start the day off right.

At one point I picked up my phone to check email, instagram and text messages and would you believe I had an email from a friend telling me she was praying for me, a message on instagram from someone saying they prayed for me and a text from Tim saying he was praying for me. Now only Tim knew I was having a bad day the day before. The other two had no clue.....just lifted up a prayer for someone who came to their mind. And that turned my bad mood around and put my focus up, to my Creator. How can people deny Him??? He is with us and He loves us more than we could ever even comprehend.

I am thankful for His love!